Well, I haven't updated for a while. It has a reason, at first in the beginning I was very busy with the last weeks of school. And then the 14th of june, somthing very, very sad happened, my mom's boyfriend died, he felt like a father for me. It was totally unexpected, he was since 5 days in hospital, but nobody thought, he'd die. It was such a shock for his family and friends. I'm still very sad of course, I still can't believe it, it feels so unreal.